The choices in front of me
Seem easy to ignore
The ones that lay behind
Keep their foot stuck in the door.
I overthink the past
Treat life like a chore.
This feeling grips my chest
Now I'm sleeping on the floor.
I repeat my mistakes I just never seem to learn.
It's like I'm looking for another pot to stir.
I thrive on awkward tension and throw bait out to the wolves
I back away and act like its your fault.
The choices in front of me
Seem easy to ignore
The ones that lay behind
Keep their foot stuck in the door.
I'm sorry for the way the way that I am.
Don't worry it's okay I understand.
I know exactly what I'm doing when I'm doing it.
I'm fighting with myself not ready to commit.
I overthink the past
Treat life like a chore.
This feeling grips my chest
Now I'm sleeping on the floor.
I try so hard to change I'm doing my best.
But I can't explain this feeling inside of my chest.
The pressure weighing me down brings me to my knees.
It's got me praying it has me begging please!
God just help me out,
I'm scared to go to hell,
I'm afraid I lost myself.
And I just need you now.
The choices in front of me
Seem easy to ignore
The ones that lay behind
Keep their foot stuck in the door
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
Now I'm sleeping on the floor