Hide Me Video (MV)

Mother, save me now
I feel my time running out
I didn't choose love like you taught me to
I just lied and said, I'm nothing like you
Father, just give me a second
I know your mind is made, but just listen
I'm sorry I'm not the man that I should be
But I've given up on gods I can't see
God, something's gotta give
Cuz what the f*ck is this
How do I live with the horrible thing I've become
I haven't killed a man yet
But I might as well
Where will I draw the line today
It's so hard to tell
I can't remember the last time
I didn't have to be drunk to feel holy
Blind eyes can see right through me
Cuz I'm exactly the man that you think I should be
Last chance to jump ship
Drown myself or call it quits
Last chance to jump ship
Pick a story and stick to it
Just hide me, please, I'm blowing it
Hide me
Hide me
Hide me
Hide me
Are you saying there's a chance for me
No one else can take the blame, it's all on me
I've gotta fight my way outta these bones
I've gotta dig the cancer out of my soul
Too late to start believing in paradise
There ain't another way to fix this
Can't hide myself from me anymore
I can't close my eyes without thinking
How much blood do I have to bleed to atone
Hide me
Hide me