More Weight - I'm Not The One Going Mad Lyrics

This face I'm stuck with
I'm not a fan
Put blades to my skin
And carve out a new one
I'll swear to any god
That I'll kill myself
If it gets me out
Out of this hell, this hell
I still don't buy it
When you say you're my friend
I see how you sleep at night
You lie, even then
I've walked all these charming streets
In this quaint little town
Seen nothin' worth my mercy
F*ckin' burn it all down
Cuz I swear
I'm not the one going mad
Yes, I swear
I'm not the one going mad
I swear
I swear
I swear
I'm not the one going mad
Both of my hands are tied
My skin is burning off
I still won't change my mind
My chance is far gone
I think it's still too late
No heaven here for me
I'll bite my tongue and wait
Maybe then, you'll see
I'm not the one going mad
I'm not the one going mad
I swear
I swear
I swear
I'm not the one going mad
I swear
I swear
I swear
My pants don't fit me anymore
I've eaten the flesh off my bones
I wish I could write songs the way I did
Find something to feed my soul
Is there anything left for me here
Anything I haven't destroyed
I swear, I can make it right again
I'm not the one going mad