You can't see clearly
It's all smoke and mirrors
I've pulled the wool over
Your eyes for years
Tricking for amusement
Entertaining, bruising
Myself to hear
Your laughter and cheers
Sorry for blowing smoke in your eyes
I look better covered in my favorite lies
Practice makes earnest
But I still haven't earned it
I aim for perfection
But I'm blind
And if the ayes have it
I haven't stared into mine
In a while
I've broken habits and mirrors
Still reminded of fears
And I'm miles away
From healing
From healing
I'm not thriving like I claimed
I'm torn to pieces
Wrought with shame
My mind is being pulled
In every direction
Making decisions
With little discretion
I'm a creature of habit
Digging ruts like my grave
Staying mild
I've broken friendships and hearts
Shut my eyes wait for dark
Cause I'm miles away
From healing
From healing
Hey just ask
I'll hold your half empty glass
You wait so long
Breathe out
Relax
Hey just ask
Half empty glass
Change my act
Not moving fast
Can't retract
All the steps back
Take my glass
Keep it intact
Hey just ask
I'll hold your half empty glass
You wait so long
Breathe out
Relax
Hey just ask
Half empty glass
Change my act
Not moving fast
Can't retrack
All our steps back
Take my glass
Keep it intact