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I don't know where this is going
All dressed up
But I feel stupid now
In this persona
Thought it's what you wanted
And I think you did too
But now it's just me and you
And it's all coming out
These thoughts and these feelings
It's not like the T.V.
And I don't I don't I don't I don't want this
You say you say you say that you need this
I wish you cared about
How I care for you
I'm not feeling human, so
What do we do then?
'Round and 'round the pick up game
Where you'll get drunk and I'll be vain, but I'm
Running on empty
So you keep your image, I'll keep me complete
Oh, you thought it'd be easy?
Not my job
To teach vulnerability
Is it dumb just to want to feel chosen
Am I expecting too much?
And I know if
You have to ask me what I mean
I mean the end of everything
Is it dumb just to want this?
'Cause, it sucks to be honest
You won't say what you mean
When I'm the object to your objectivity
'Cause you used to used to see me as holy
F*cked in the head if you think I'm not lonely
"Casual", what the hell were you trying to prove?
But I used to used to, I used to know you
Now's not the time to say we've got issues
Say that you know exactly what to do
And
Hold me, hold me
I only asked you to hold me, but
I'll leave, I'll leave
And you ask what I mean by
Not feeling human, so
What do we do then?
Done with all the pick up games
Where you get drunk and I'm insane, 'cause
Hold me, hold me (I'm only human, so)
I only asked you to hold me, but (what do we do then?)
I'll leave I'll leave (done with all the pick up games)
And you ask what I mean, I'm (where you get drunk, and I'll be vain, I'm)
Running on empty (hold me, hold me)
So you keep your image (I only asked you to hold me, but)
I'll keep me complete
Oh, you thought it'd be easy (I'll leave, I'll leave)
Not my job
To teach you
How to be a good person
When all I've ever heard it I'm worth it
I don't wanna be the one that you've gotta save
So show me a hand that will hold me
And I'll show you something that's holy
'Cause I just wanna be
At the end of everything
A good person