So sick of always tryna pretend
I just try to pretend
Like I always got the money to spend
I just try to contend
With what they really doing
Baby tell me what you doing
But babygirl said I gotta prove it
Cuz my heart it just aint do it
But I just cant do it no more
Its 3 in morn'
The feeling come on
Im feeling alone,
And sinking in thoughts
Im thinking I got
To fill myself with a drink from apples she got
Bit by the snake
Now im shaking from his devious plot
I heard God had plan for my soul
But I sold my last chance for a moment of the ecstasy
Etching the
Shame in my grave
I'm a slave to everything i detested the
Women and fantasies in em
Lately i havent been winning
Made me addict to perversions I am certain come from demons
I have looked beyond the reasons
Still she took after treasons
I am shook and I weakened
My greatest fear is to be the nightmare of the girl of dreams
But pray to God I don't forget the sound of her pain
The sound of pher screams
The silence it brings
The silence it brings
So please
Shine your face on me
Cuz I cant help but bleed
I need to breath
And feel free
And he gone take us through
And we gon make it to
A place I hear is cool
A place I hear is cool