Somewhere between the boil and when the surface starts trembling
You can find me second guessing the past I been remembering
Let you in
Let you in
Until the extra space is crowded
I'm walking this cursed hall
Wondering where my doubt is coming from
See my young ghost, I already float enough
What of this weight I can't escape
Can anybody hold this much
Holy only crush me slowly
Fold the bony palms
Go coldly throwing stones til calm and stony
She stay glowing
Don't you hold me
I cant open up
I swear I can't open up
Suck it up
Suck it up
I don't do enough
Maybe I've been through too much
I keep spilling all my guts
Keep unraveling
The mess I made's astounding me
I keep tryna run
But all this blood I bled surrounding me
I can't close it up
Baby I can't close it up
Prick me, stitch me, fix me or just kiss me
While I bleach it up
Do you think that's clean enough
Do you think I said too much
I cant open up
I swear I can't open up