Uh, ride through the city on my lonesome
Seem like family only call you when they want something
The seasons don't matter when your heart cold
Every single man is just a lost soul
Creeping through the fog without headlights
Scared of that dark but your future bright
Wanna figure out your life but you barely live
Who would you be if you never had them f*cking kids
Sitting around thinking what you could've did
Will only leave your ass regretting all the shit you did
It be the memories that make niggas fumble cheese
Handle your trauma please and find yourself therapy
Sitting back man, thinking about everybody that left man
It's crazy
You only get one life, my nigga, you gotta live it to the fullest
Cause once you gone, you gone, ain't no coming back, dawg
I don't believe in that reincarnated shit either
Uh, see my niggas blowing in the wind
Friends turn foe, then reappear a friend again
Unc thanked God that he only faced ten
Seemed like the only life he knew was in the pen
F*cked up story, fast forward it to the end
Cause his son and daughter never saw him free again
Caught COVID like the rest and didn't stand a chance
A pre-diabetic with enlarged glands
Gotta make your time count and don't waste a second
I guarantee you every lesson turn to blessings
Staring out the window with my Smith & Wesson
Speed dialing preachers trying to get confessions
I'm just, I'm just thinking about everything and
Some shit just don't sit right with me, man, like
You can have somebody here today and then they gone tomorrow, and
You just left lonely as f*ck, you feel me
Trying to find your way
Or trying to replace them but you can't replace shit