My life, traded to cease
What my eyes were fated to see
These wounds borne of my hands
Will fill this room with the sin of man
Please forgive my deeds, I know my body is sick
I swear I tried to believe, but faith ain't doing the trick
I tried to feel your love, there is nothing but hurt
I think I'm tired of thinking, I think it's time to give up
One more day, I could play the fool
Hide my heart, and smile for you
I wouldn't ask you to hurt, I tried to carry my own
If I could figure it out, I wouldn't feel so alone
Tonight, I feel the same
Leaden weight run in my veins
3 moves, and it's replaced
But unlike before, there's a bitter taste
Crawling all through my skin
Disillusioned dreams I've traded to be free
Misconstrue my deeds, but let me rest in peace
As I feel my life slipping from my grip, my one wish
Is I could tell you I'm sorry you had to see me like this
This world I leave to you
You'll make it better, you always do
I'm so tired, I must sleep
Please don't let my memory
Weigh you down, just understand
I've borne a curse since my birth
In death I return to the earth
Disillusioned dreams I've traded to be free
Misconstrue my deeds, but let me rest in peace
If I was good enough
To keep your love
I would have never gone
All the way without you