I've been spending the last year in bathroom stalls
With strangers trying hard to forget
Like me they lost something
Some things that we might never get back
And the bags under my eyes
They've always been around
Outside the world goes on
But I'm safe in this stall for now
I'm a wreck and I know it
Without you I'll be reckless too
For months I've been drifting
Further and further away
We moved mountains together
Now we're barely getting out of bed
And if I'm honest and I rarely am
I regret the life we lived but never you
And my heart
I'll only hurt you if you let me
I'll only leave if you get me
I will let you go when you hate me
I'll only hurt you if you let me
I'll only leave if you get me
I will let you go when you hate me
I'll only hurt you if you let me
I'll only leave if you get me
I'll only hurt you if you let me
I will let you go when you hate me
I'll only hurt you if you let me
I'll only leave if you get me
I'll only hurt you if you let me
I will let you go when you hate me