Somebody save me
Right now I feel the world is against me
It's self love
So how can these niggas hate me
I'm sick and tired of people who try to play me
Now a days it's f*ck you pay
I'm so lost in this life
It's win win I don't count loses
Accept hate I don't debate any causes
Mediate get cake become bosses
But I can't lie
Some days I'm self conscious
Tryna shine the light
But within I deal with monsters
Lvining life on the edge
Amongst mobsters
Tryna balance commas
They put 6 on nips
He was tryna cure cancer
Buy the hood back
And provide some jobs sponsors
I ain't tryna die young
Got questions that need answers
Damn I can never put my guard down
It's harder living either kill or be killed now
Bang! a man down
I can't imagine my niggga pouring some liquor down
On my grave , but if I slip
Celebrate me on the stage
Make dua for a nigga
On the rug when you when you pray
Mentioned my name afternoons on a Friday
Can't bring my momma shame
Lord I pray you keep her safe
Got watch out how I behave
Now a days it's F*ck the fame
But I'm tried of being a slave
It's roads blocks on the block
Cause the lawyers don't beat the case
They give a plea
A deal that you have to agree
Momma said get a degree
She said rap don't the bills
But school won't buy a Benz without a key
It's facts you see
Me I dream
To become the big man and provide for the team
I perform better under pressure Oh lord
A diamond in the rough my niggga im pure gold
Black man white heart my niggga I'm pure coke
I'm just tryna do better but still they provoke
So I can't let these niggas for me a joke
Let's just face the fact
I wasn't raised like that
Take advantage of opportunity
I'm prepared for that
I know rainy a day is gonna clear the cloud