Mourningdawn - After all these years Lyrics

I don't feel alive even when I try
Every talk ending with a sigh
Every walk ending with a "I don't know why"
Why
I don't know why I try to talk
When it always ends with pacing instead of a walk
Sometimes I feel I betray myself
But maybe I'm not destined for a hell
After all these years
I am still alone
After all these years
I still have no home
I try to walk a path with God
But some days everything feels odd
And I don't know why I miss you
When you're right here!
Can I just feel loved for once?
Can I not be a nuisance
Can I just feel for once
That I am not a burden
Sometimes I feel I betray myself
But maybe I'm not destined for a hell
And I know that we've had our differences
So take my friendship and get rid of it
After all these years
I am still alone (After all these years)
After all these years
I still have no home (after all of these years)
After all of this time
I just never feel right
I don't know how to live with you
But I also can't live with myself
Sometimes I feel I betray myself
But maybe I'm not destined for a hell
And I know that we've had our differences
So just take my friendship and get rid of it
After all these years
I am still alone
After all these years
I still have no home
After all these years
I am still alone (After all these years)
After all these years
I still have no home (after all of these years)
I still feel alone (I never had a home)
I never had a home (I still feel alone)
I still feel alone (I never had a home)
I never had a home (I still feel alone)
After all these years I am still alone
After all these years I still wanna go
I still wanna go
I still wanna go
I still wanna go
I still wanna go
After all these years
I am still alone
After all these years
I still have no home
After all these years
I am still alone
After all these years
I still have no home