Before when I got anxiety
I was still physically well
Now when I get anxiety
I'm mentally and physically ill
When I was happy
I could smile
When I was happy
I didn't want to be killed
I am never happy
I'm in denial
My life is an endless ocean
Of morning darkness
The afterlife is calling
And I am falling
Down
Down
When I was happy
I could breath
When I was happy
I could see straight ahead
When I was happy
I wasn't withering away
I live these fading days
Suffocating
I hate these fading days
It sucks, decaying
I hate these fading days
I'm suffocating
It sucks, decaying
My life is an endless ocean
Of morning darkness
The afterlife is calling
And I am falling
Down
Down
God
I was never perfect
Walk with me in this mental relapse
I'm homeless and hurting
My life is an endless ocean
Of morning darkness
The afterlife is calling
And I am falling
Down
Down
My life is an endless ocean
Of morning darkness
The afterlife is calling
And I am falling
Down
Down
Silence