Mourningdawn - Insomnia Lyrics

I could've told you it from the start
That I didn't think that you had a heart
I always saw in your complexion
How you had some f*cked up intentions
Your skin was smooth but also were your lies
And like you said on the drive
We could do it together before we die
Probably from post traumatic suicide
We weren't meant to love at all
And looking back, it's all my fault
I should have never unblocked you
And now we have this deadlocking view
You gave me insomnia darling
And I can't handle this heartbreak
You gave me insomnia darling
And don't you start on flirting
With my emotions
Cause they are broken
And I'll never love again
My emotions
They are broken
And now I lay in bed, dead
Countless nights staying up for us
All of the moving, timezone in flux
And maybe we were a little f*cked
But hey at least we were both in love
And I had my things and you had your stuff
And things went from smooth, to more so rough
And then one day I h-had enough
And saw through your lies, cause your f*cked up
We weren't meant to love at all
And looking back, it's all my fault
I should have never unblocked you
And now we have this deadlocking view
You gave me insomnia darling
And I can't handle this heartbreak
You gave me insomnia darling
And don't you start on flirting
With my emotions
Cause they are broken
And I'll never love again
My emotions
They are broken
And now I lay in bed, dead
I f*cking knew that you were an addict
But I hated my life and I had it
Shattered to pieces I was just glad it
Could distract myself from my own habits
But I know now that you only loved for sex but
Even then you needed others
You were a f*cking wreck
And I hope you burn and f*cking suffer
We weren't meant to love at all
And looking back, it's all my fault
I should have never unblocked you
And now we have this deadlocking view
You gave me insomnia darling
And I can't handle this heartbreak
You gave me insomnia darling
And don't you start on flirting
With my emotions
Cause they are broken
And I'll never love again
My emotions
They are broken
And now I lay in bed, dead
I lay in bed, f*cking dead
All thanks to all your shit