How can I fall in love when I can't even fall asleep
I thought of breaking off but now we're in too deep
And now I wanna cry and I want you to die
So I can sit here and be happy how I'm still alive, oh
Lying in bed
Feeling alone, cause I don't have anyone
Lying in bed, feeling dead
Cause I don't have anyone
I had tried to make you happy
But when I helped I did so sadly
And I just wanted to be enough
Cause you were always someone I had loved
I can't seem to notice
How you don't want me clothe-less
Am I not good enough?
Am I being too rough with you?
Or is it you?
Mentally you make me bleed
But I want you, and you want me
I can change myself for you
Or say how much I adore you
But you don't care so f*ck you!
I don't wanna change my views or attitude
But I'll do anything for a bit of gratitude
We're lying in bed
But this isn't home, and I'm not anyone
Lying in bed, feeling dead
Cause I was never anyone
I had tried to make you happy
But when I helped I did so sadly
And I just wanted to be enough
Cause you were always someone I had loved
And now your lying still
What have I done? Have I killed?
I poke you, choke you, try to wake you up
But nothing seems to actually be enough
Please don't die, your the one I love
Why commit suicide? That shits dumb
I know cause I've tried, and I almost died
And I'm sorry that I tried to make you feel better with a damn lie
I liked you, loved you even, I couldn't even love my best friends even-ly cause you took control of me
I focused on you and you were a goal to me
And by that I mean I shot for the stars and I found a nebula, a cosmic event so special
But now your with someone else, and I'm in a hell hole
Why couldn't have you loved me?
I'm lying dead
I am alone, I am not anyone
I hurt my head, now I think I'm dead
Good thing I was never anyone
I had tried to make you happy
But when I helped I did so sadly
And I just wanted to be enough
Cause you were always someone I had loved
I had tried to make you happy
But when I helped I did so sadly
And I just wanted to be enough
Cause you were always someone I had loved