Sirens Video (MV)

Cut yourself so you releive the pain
But you don't understand the shame that it brings me
Look at myself and feel like I am to blame
The drug use I think it clears my brain

How you see the roof when you're inside
How you in the dark when the suns out
How you hear my calls when I'm blocked
See you're falling down but you standstill

Cut your friends off for the last time
Dropped out of college for the last time
You telling everyone it's the last time
And you cut yourself for the last time

Ringing out, I can hear the sirens screaming out screeching now
Ringing out, I can hear the sirens, screaming out, screeching now

Knew you needed help, and I would be there
But phantom yeah I know I tend to disappear
Push push push and I reciprocate
When you feel unwanted how can you be clear

Now you're skin translucence and I see you
Tears pouring, like the henny that I drink now
Purest form this look like the real you
Shrouded in darkness with a mask for a face

Now I'm reading through your last note

I was loved and I loved
But reason can't fix this brain
The nothingness pervades me,
And I know the world is beautiful, I know
But knowing and feeling are two different things
Never did they overlap
If it was a tumor would've cut it out
But it's a virus and I have vaccine
Prescribed pills, overdosing
Prescribed pills, overdosing

And soon the sirens will be ringing out screaming out, screeching now
Screaming out, screeching now
The sirens will be screaming out ohh