They say I'm changing like it's a mystery
Am I really looking through my history
Always try smile to hide my misery
It hurts worse knowing no one is missing me
I say I'm okay but I don't feel that way mentally
I thought she would never leave, well silly me
I'm often sad but I take my pain and turn into anger get mad
I knew she would leave but no clue it would hurt this bad
Now I'm picking at our love like a scab
She don't miss me I'm just someone that she had
I don't know the way in life and I feel like she has the map
I'm in my head I feel trapped
I'm so f*cking tired of being back stabbed
Speaking of you in fact
I knew our love would crash should have stayed strapped
Cause I knew I wouldn't be able to take the impact
And now pain is the only thing I attract
In a lie I am wrapped and to this pain I must adapt
I'm sorry that I snapped I just feel like our love has been high-jacked
There so much things that I lacked
Know I'm writing them down in my notepad
Who where you talking to on Snapchat when I was waiting for you to snap-back
I always text you but you never answer that
They say I'm changing like it's a mystery
Am I really looking through my history
Always try smile to hide my misery
It hurts worse knowing no one is missing me
I say I'm okay but I don't feel that way mentally
I thought she would never leave, well silly me
They say I'm changing like it's a mystery
Am I really looking through my history
Always try smile to hide my misery
It hurts worse knowing no one is missing me
I say I'm okay but I don't feel that way mentally
I thought she would never leave, well silly me