Ms - Doubled Back Lyrics

Everything about it was a catch
Give me your back i'll scratch
No logic between that
Everything double back
I double back
I double back
All i ever heard was lies
Different voices keep telling me shit
But its 'self defence' so we hit
Everything i did it was for them
I became a nobody shit was grim
If i ever missed we spin again
But i never missed
Shit was always end
Non-stop violence
I always lost my head
Everything about feeling hit
My mind lost a bit
I'm crazy but as long as they all dead
It didn't affect them
When i threaten I always acted
Sometimes someone had to test it
Not once they came alive
Always dead ended
Calm down a bit Think for a second (wait)
Like f*ck them they really tried me
Why's it feel like people defy me
Locals telling its by me
All i ever heard was lies
Different voices keep telling me shit
But its 'self defence' so we hit
Everything i did it was for them
I became a nobody shit was grim
If i ever missed we spin again
Parties i end drunk
All i ever looked for
Was LOVE
When i thought i could never go low
I f*cked some random ass bitch f*ck this hoe
Then i saw a switch
Like mentally i knew this wasn't me (f*ck this)
Then all randomly (what)
I seen it the future that stands me (who)
A girl who just gets me
A switch on my insanity
Someone who knew to fix me (damn)
I don't want to see the end
Of our things i don't want to see
Your life be instead of me (no)
I don't want to see another life
Another man kids f*ck i cant stand me
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna (wanna)
I don't wanna
All i ever heard was lies
Different voices keep telling me shit
But its 'self defence' so we hit
Everything i did it was for them
I became a nobody shit was grim
If i ever missed we spin again
I spin one last time
Someone family getting trimmed
Don't believe me just ask them
Brain always went back to back
Gave a f*ck last time i ever did that
Got me killed mentally strained
Something switching still
I believe if he has to die then i switch to kill
Mentally straining mentally confiding
In myself felt god the only person
In my confidence I'd tell him
Everything confess
But i still feel unholy
How can i go to heaven
How can i be a man of god
All i ever did was sin
Repent never once became the option
I never talked never said
Anything mouth shut ever since
Full ghosted them man had no idea
By web been sent everything i ever said
Everything everyone ever said
Thoughts tell me I shouldn't of left
Cops not once ever did something
I never knew I had this aggression
I put the shit to pen write in blood
Lives come to they end
All i ever heard was lies
Different voices keep telling me shit
But its 'self defence' so we hit
Everything i did it was for them
I became a nobody shit was grim
If i ever missed we spin again