MSTYJVCB - im just tryna talk (breakdown) Lyrics

I'm tryna talk
Cause i cannot save me at all
And i want to live
And i want to
Go

Cause i just tryna talk

I cant stand the way that i miss you and
I was hoping for it to have better end
Drank the poison with you
So it would come true
But you didn't let me to
So i left
With the past that i had
And the feelings i scratched
To be safe
It wasn't first time
So i handled myself

Late Night
Walks
That's just what i want
Even though i ain't a talker
Wanna scream for help
With you
Go
Get to moon so close
Look at the time for more
We fallin' in love i hoped

You didn't listen to my mind no
So we can tell i barely tried oh
To get to you
Just some of you
And everytime i think about you
It scares me to death
Cuz i'm losing myself
So i wont get any help
There's nothing left

And you closed the door
So i felt like lost
For a second now
Wanna dive in the clouds
Just to feel like home
But the sky's too far
And i'm here alone
Chasing dreams for more

Getting breakdown every breakdown ends exactly the same
Gotta wake up
Gotta make up
Talk to the ghosts that i made
Feeling burned out but the burnout never fades away
So well

Cause i just tryna talk

So i just gotta
Take the plane fall out sky now
Throw the problems
Out the door and just keep goin on
If you can solve them
Leave behind the weight that drags me down
And pulls me back
So i can turn to ash
And fly away far from that

Will never see your face again
But i'm glad that we met

Wish you all the best
So now i can forget
I tried to tell you that i