Reb and Vodka Video (MV)

Hands cross, entwine in my teeth
I watch my actions, I'll let my grin do the talking for me
But shadows outstretch far past my reach
I'm keeping quiet as they're smothering all these outlines
While my anxious habits kept me
Unwell or my head has convinced me

The guilt enclosed holds the edge right against my throat
I left the bloodstain fresh on the backseat so they'll forever know
I came so close and how it's been disheartening

Conscious, I'm so aware that I was gifted light and my mind was unaccepting
But back bent transcends this darkness
The walls are watching, they'll wait until I cave
Or resolve these thoughts settled in my passive ways
And confess myself in their silence

The guilt enclosed holds the edge right against their throats
I left the bloodstain fresh on the backseat so they'll forever know
I came so close, it's always been disheartening because I'm convinced
Life continues to fail me

Isn't this what they asked for?
I don't want to know
They didn't even care at all
I don't want to know
Isn't this what you asked for?
I don't want to know
You didn't even care at all
I don't want to leave you
Isn't this what they asked for?
I don't want to know
They didn't even care at all
I don't want to know
Is this not what you asked for?
I don't want to know
You didn't even care at all
But I know I must leave you