Mukduk - Lost Lamb Lyrics

When I think about all those things you said about me
I can't help but feel that maybe I should be sorry
For all the tears, and for all the bloodshed
It's safe to say these years have been the worst I've ever had

How could I have known that it would come to this
If I didn't mess things up, do you think you'd still love me
Wedding vows are nothing more than promises
And promises were meant to be

Hold my hand
Open up your evil eyes
From the things I understand, I'm supposed to be the bad guy
Oh, isn't that rich, considering who's pointing fingers now
And giving blame out just so happens to be you

Yeah, his cellphone's dead
He's probably out with his friends
Don't change the subject now, or this is never gonna end

Come and tear me apart, put my back against the wall
I never thought that love would be my greatest downfall
Sometimes, I stare at pictures on the walls, and, most nights, I can't sleep at all

Oh, no; our child is a lost lamb
There's no bringing him home again
Not after the things that he's done
All the lies, and the failure that has become our son

Gone wrong
Gone wrong in the worst way
Brush it to the side, everything remains the same
Wallowing in shame, what's there left to do
It figures to put the blame on you

All this time
It's getting late. Can we just 'rewind' back to where we started from
Just admit that none of this is fine
'Cause I know, and you know, that none of this is gonna work between you and I

The love just isn't there
It's no one's fault, my dear, it fades away
But flipping back through yellowed script, it's clear now
"AMON TAKES THE BLAME"

There's a strain
On the heart when
Spoken words bring a sea change
And all the parts you knew are broken
Only lighting cues remain

It's true; our love is a lost lamb
There's no bringing him home again
Not after the things that we've done
All the lies, and the failure that's rooted in our son

Gone wrong
Gone wrong in the worst way
Brush it to the side, nothing ever stays the same
Allocating blame, what more can we do
Ignore the shame so deep inside of you

Wait; for, now, I can see you're there, I can feel you coming 'round again
Wait, what's this? Will you change at all? You're the cause of all of this
Wait, my love! Take my hand once more, if we fake it, we can last
Wait no more. There's a pit inside, and I fear I'm caving in

Wait for now. If I see you glare, then I know the end is now
So when

It's true; our love is a lost lamb
There's no bringing him home again
Not after the things that we've done
All the lies, and the failure that's rooted in our son

Gone wrong
Gone wrong in the worst way
Brush it to the side, everything remains the same
Brush it to the side, nothing ever stays the same
Allocating blame, what more can we do
Ignore the shame so deep inside of you