She cuts me open on a whim
Misunderstanding everything
Gentleness scares her not pain
Up and down and down again
I don't know how she always wins
I never get a moment's rest
Just not smart enough to move along
Cause she controls my happiness
She controls my happiness
What is love but pain and doubt?
Fear of what you'll be without
In the ends it always clear
It's always there it's never here
I was never one known to surrender
But without her there's only emptiness
And so I always take the blame
Cause she controls my happiness
She controls my happiness
Just when I get up
From being beaten down
That's right when she comes around
Just when I get up
From being beaten down
That's right when she comes around
And cuts me open on a whim
Misunderstanding everything
Gentleness scares her not pain
Up and down and down again
Yesterday, I felt so good
But tonight I'm all a mess
Now I only caress afterthoughts
Cause she controls my happiness
She controls my happiness
She controls my happiness
My happiness
Happy
Are ya happy?