Musica - Excuses Lyrics

I don't want to be
Not close enough
No, I actually don't want to be close enough
Close enough is not good enough
I'm waiting for a more fit time

I don't want to be
Not good enough
No, I actually don't want to be good enough
Good enough is not great enough
I'm doing bad compared to that last time

I don't want to be
Not great enough
No, I actually don't want to be great enough
Great enough is not perfect enough
I can't stay here and not be stunning enough
I'm waiting for my next peak alright?

I don't want to be
Not perfect enough
No, I actually don't want to be perfect enough
Perfect enough is not impossible enough
I fear not being absurdly more than enough
It becomes fear of not even being enough
I'm waiting and waiting till I die