For each time I called the line
They summoned something to decline
I thought I heard a voice that said,
"I don't even need to crave"
Now it's done and all is gone
I think it might be overdone
I don't care what they say, I will
Project my hate on someone, still
There's so much I don't need to know
My mind has grown a full-on hole
Say what I want you to say
Pray if I want you to pray
What if they should say that I
Was dumb enough to realize
Noone else but me deserves
The pride of being held and cared
And when I'm down I think that I
Am worthless and bought for a dime
Nothing stops this hate in me
I don't even need to bleed
Someone else has said to me,
"I know that you're just a thief"
Think if I want you to think
Say what I want you to say
And I don't know what's going on
But they tell me I'm doing wrong
If anyone might get hurt by me
That's something causing me to bleed
For something fell down, landed hard
And pierced right through my upclosed heart
They don't know me as I do
My sorrows drift into a pool
Say what I want you to say
Die, should I want you to die
Say what I want you to say
Die if I want you to
Die