Two pairs of eyes, so clear and bright
Look at me, questioning, full of light
Their laughter rings, but my heart feels lead
How do I tell them, that mom might be dead
Fear eats me up, but I want to be strong
For you, my children, I'll sing a happy song
Should I tell you the truth, not lie to you
Or hide the truth, keep hoping and swing you
Cancer gnaws at me, day and night
But in front of you, I hold the mask tight
Laugh with you, play, as if all is well
But inside it screams, how long can this spell
Fear eats me up, but I want to be strong
For you, my children, I'll sing a happy song
Should I tell you the truth, not lie to you
Or hide the truth, keep hoping and swing you
Cancer gnaws at me, day and night
But in front of you, I hold the mask tight
Laugh with you, play, as if all is well
But inside it screams, how long can this spell
Fear eats me up, but I want to be strong
For you, my children, I'll sing a happy song
Should I tell you the truth, not lie to you
Or hide the truth, keep hoping and swing you
Side effects mark my face
Fatigue barely lets me keep pace
How long can I hide this from you
Before you realize, mom might not see you through
Questions torment me, day and night
No easy answer, no way to take flight
But one thing is certain
I love you so, And I don't want to lie, that much I know
Fear eats me up, but I want to be strong
For you, my children, I'll sing a happy song
Should I tell you the truth,not lie to you
Or hide the truth, keep hoping and swing you