And I swear sometimes I just wanna know why
I really don't know why it's so hard to find somebody that's down to ride
Growing up in the 2-5 I could've lost my life like a thousand times
And I'm not gone lie you don't wanna see what I see when I close my eyes
I don't talk to bruh too much so I know if he call he ready to slide
I see you done got you a gun and got you a switch think you a tough guy
I swear when I lost my mama that's the only time that a young nigga cried
As a matter of fact since she been gone this the only time I put her in my lines yeah
And I know I gotta stay strong but I swear sometimes I wanna know why
Wanna know why
I don't know why
Why I still even try yeah
I'm suffering from derealization I swear this psychosis been f*cking with my mind
They ask why I stopped smoking weed I really just had to
I guess it's a sign from god
I swear all this time I been wasting and waiting I had some time to realize
I'm climbing a mountain
I just stop tripping when people walk out of my life cause they just come around again
Like how do you switch up on the realest one on your side man that shit so astounding man
You begging and pleading for me to understand your side just look how you sounding man
I really don't know why it's so hard to find somebody that's down to ride
Growing up in the 2-5 i could've lost my life like a thousand times
And I'm not gone lie you don't wanna see what I see when I close my eyes
I don't talk to bruh too much so I know if he call he ready to slide
I see you done got you a gun and got you a switch think you a tough guy
I swear when I lost my mama that's the only time that a young nigga cried
As a matter of fact since she been gone this the only time I put her in my lines yeah
And I know I gotta stay strong but I swear sometimes I wanna know why
Why I still even try