I'm not that boy who died
I'm my own living girl
You'd rather I had died
Than be this living girl
You'd hoped that
You'd hoped that
You'd hoped that
You could fix me
I'd hoped that
I'd hoped that
I'd hoped that
You'd accept me
For who I am inside
So I wouldn't have to hide
I'm not that boy who died
I'm my own living girl
You'd rather I had died
Than be this living girl
I'm not that boy who died
I'm my own living girl
You'd rather I had died
Than be this living girl
You'd hoped that
You'd hoped that
You'd hoped that
You could fix me
I'd hoped that
I'd hoped that
I'd hoped that
You'd accept me
I can't be that boy who died
Because I'm very much alive
I shift, you turn away
Because you wished that he had stayed
It's been fifty years
It's been fifty years
I'm not fifty years
I'm not fifty years
It's been fifty
Fifty years
I'm not fifty years
I'm not fifty years
It's been fifty years
Been fifty years