just a little Video (MV)

One year short of fourth a century
Part of me's still stuck at fourteen
Never thought I'd be somebody
That could get so angry
One more second 'til I shatter
I've been told to say I'm fine
Nothing really seems to matter
When it comes to my mind

Bite my tongue until it breaks
Blood on my cheeks
It's been taking up more space
Lately

Try to scream, but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in the skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little?
Just a little, just a little

Always good at understanding
Always try to keep the peace
Standing in your shoes for so long
I've forgotten all of me

Clench my fists until I'm weak
Hardly breathing
Think so much so I can't speak
My eyes are leaking

Try to scream, but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in the skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little?
Just a little, just a little

Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel nothing

Try to scream, but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in the skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little?
Just a little, just a little