mxmtoon - suffice Lyrics

I keep sitting here waiting for something
But I know nothing will happen
Yes, I know nothing has happened
But I'll keep sitting here waiting for you
Though I won't do much about it
No, I don't do much about it

'Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning
And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

I've never been good at being honest
No, at least not with my feelings
Oh I'd have a hard time dealing
I've never quite gotten just how one
Could be so brave and, oh, so bold
To share their love at ten years old

'Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning
And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad
Is it that
I suffice for friendship

Though I've longed to be that kind of person
Who doesn't care or feel a burden
But no, I haven't gotten there yet
But I hope one day I'll find myself
Loving another so much I'll share with the other
How I feel

'Cause, I have only loved without confession
I'd rather settle for a never ending stream of self-questioning
And you are just another
That I'll lose because I didn't want to bother

And how sad
Is it that
I suffice for friendship