Mxody - Drowning Lyrics

Lately, I've been feeling so worthless
Without a meaning or a purpose
I don't want to be another burden

I am just nervous, We don't deserve this
Just a lost person in this hell
Running in circles like life is a struggle
Locked up inside a spherical cell

What's the meaning to life, what's the reason to live
Too many questions, nobody's answering
Were just lost souls building bridges not walls
But without a voice how will they hear our calls

We've become so numb, worthless and surplus
To this worlds requirements
I may not meet your needs, but I may need your guidance

When the stars are all aligned yeah, you can come and find us
But for now we're stuck inside and were sat here in silence

I'm smiling I'm dying, at least they say that I'm trying
Deep down inside i'm finding what defines me
And I say that I'm fine even if I'm drowning

I'm smiling I'm dying, at least they say that I'm trying
Contemplating the difference between real life and our love
The difference between them is that I am alive

I'm smiling I'm dying, at least they say that I'm trying
Deep down inside i'm finding what defines me
And I say that I'm fine even if I'm drowning

I wear a mask to hide away all of my insecurities
I roam in the dark to fight the demons that come after me

Hiding in the shadows that is where I stay
Counting down the minutes left in the day
I'm stubborn and thinking too much my mind is made
I don't want to pick up the pieces but just fade away

I'm smiling I'm dying, at least they say that I'm trying
Deep down inside i'm finding what defines me
And I say that I'm fine even if I'm drowning

I'm smiling I'm dying, at least they say that I'm trying
Contemplating the difference between real life and our love
The difference between them is that I am alive

I'm smiling I'm dying, at least they say that I'm trying
Deep down inside i'm finding what defines me
And I say that I'm fine even if I'm drowning