My Broken Treehouse - The Person I Was Is Gone (Here Goes Another Eulogy) Lyrics

I've taken all the broken pieces I have left
And hidden them deep inside my mind
In the darkest spot there lives the person I should've been
Here there lies the person I left behind
All of my regrets
Like a vice around my chest
The smallest things
Can make all my walls come crashing down again
So will you be the bullet in my heart, the ringing in my ears
Would you tell me that you hate me, tell me all I want to hear
When our worlds both fall apart, will you see me one more time
Would it even really matter, am I even still alive
In my nightmares you're a different person now
I don't know who I am either anymore
I thought that you'd be there, there to help me find him again
Another thing I never had the right to ask for
All of my regrets
Like a vice around my chest
I always thought I'd have more time
To make everything right before the end
So will you be the bullet in my heart, the ringing in my ears
Would you tell me that you hate me, tell me all I want to hear
When our worlds both fall apart, will you see me one more time
Would it even really matter, am I even still alive
I just wanted you to know
I'm not sure if I'll be here tomorrow
You know, just how many times I've tried to let this go
So I'll pass away these days that you've outgrown
Mourning who I could've been alone
So will you be the bullet in my heart, the ringing in my ears
Would you tell me that you hate me, tell me all I want to hear
When our worlds both fall apart, will you see me one more time
Would it even really matter am I even still alive
So will you be the bullet in my heart, the ringing in my ears
Would you tell me that you meant it, you haven't felt that way in years
If all your lights burned out again, would you see me one more time
Would it even f*cking matter
I just wanted you to know
I pray I don't wake up tomorrow
You know, just how many times I've tried to let this go
So I'll pass away these days that you've outgrown
Mourning who I could've been alone