My Covenant - Crash Lyrics

Is this life in my hands
Or does it fall in another man's
And am I at the mercy of
Everyone else's love
While they spend time thinking
I've been noticing I'm sinking
Deeper in seas of fears that I cannot control
They will not let me go
My fears crash like tides
That flow up under my feet
And when I reach out for you
My heart skips a beat
And I breathe in these worries
Only to exhale
When I think of myself
That's when I fail
Because I felt helpless
And at times useless
But I know I won't get any rest
Until I get out of this mess so
I began contemplating
And debating
A truth I already knew
Just in fear of what to do
Yeah
I know what I have to do
My fears crash like tides
That flow up under my feet
And when I reach out for you
My heart skips a beat
And I breathe in these worries
Only to exhale
When I think of myself
That's when I fail
I crash
Just like the tides
That are under my feet
But you always ransom me
Oh yes you do
You call out to me
But my feet
Are sinking in the sea
But you ransom me
Oh you do
My fears crash like tides
That are flowing under my feet and
When I reach out for you
My heart skips a beat
But I breathe in these worries
Only to exhale
When I think of myself
That's when I fail