My Covenant - Dead Ends Lyrics

It's been a long time
Since I've seen your face
I can still hear your voice
It just seems so faint
You found me wondering
Somewhere back off in the distance
And this time I vow to show no resistance
I was drowning in doubt
Until it filled my chest
But then you saved me
Just as I took my last breath
This reluctancy
It seems to be my only friend
I'll follow it anywhere
It leads me to dead ends
And just when
I thought
I had nowhere left to turn
It came so clear to me now
This is nothing I can earn
I was drowning in doubt
Until it filled my chest
But then you saved me
Just as I took my last breath
It took so long for me
To open up my eyes
But now I can finally
Realize
I want nothing for myself anymore
I've seen where that's gotten me before
I pursued myself
And I got burned
But I guess this is something
That I had to learn
I said I wanted just a taste
But I indulged myself to sickness
And all I wanted was to see your face
But I was searching in the wrong place
I was drowning in doubt
Until it filled my chest
But then you saved me
Just as I took my last breath