My Covenant - Someday Lyrics

I've planted all my seeds
In the gardens of uncertainty
Now I'm empty handed
Waiting for growth
I feel impatient
And quite unkind
I catch myself
Staring into nothingness
And now I've gone blind
I've been begging for distractions
Watching everyone's eyes for their reactions
Maybe someday a revelation
Will come haunt me in my dreams
Oh
My comfort has made me numb
Of all of my inspiration
I didn't want to be the type to say
Today was just another day
I'm drunk with my aspirations
Seeing double of revelations
I feel like I can't do anything right
Because
I've been begging for distractions
Watching everyone's eyes for their reactions
Maybe someday a revelation
Will come haunt me in my dreams
I can't keep saying someday
For the rest of my life
No I can't keep saying
Someday
I must overcome my distractions
It doesn't help
To watch people's eyes for their reactions
I fear I've missed my revelation
And that haunts me so I can't
Sleep