Myles Redd - MoreEveryDay Lyrics

Change has come and it's so exciting
But in the worst way and I see myself dividing
And I hate what I see when I look in the mirror
Another day as death just gets nearer
It's a shame that I can't take the world
But it's a heavy weight to take and it is killing me for sure
Sometimes I sit alone and think
What am I doing and why does God hate me
Every day feels like hell
And my body shifts into
A disappointing version of myself
I can't stand what I've become
Underneath the setting sun
I watch me fade away more every day
I didn't have to think those thoughts about it
I didn't have to think at all
I didn't have to write a whole song about it
I didn't have to write at all
I shouldn't have to tell everyone about it
I shouldn't have to speak at all
I shouldn't have to feel so lost without it
I shouldn't have to feel at all
Like a pill that's just too hard to swallow
What I preach is way too hard to follow