Fed Up Video (MV)

I feel ya pain the calamity ya in
Ya hearts held in captivity with sin
It's anguished filled massively with resent
Ya thrown off an in trajectory ya spin
I feel depressed at war with my thoughts
It's beating me hittin my core to the floor
The pains rippin me up and it's sore to ignore
Some people think that I'm endorsing my flaws
But I ask
Ya ever felt Like ya drowning?
The issues in Ya head ya tryin to fight crowds in
An the fire ignited needs dousing
The flame inside taller then the highest mountain
Ya can't run from it you can only burn in it
Ya stuck ya foot can't turn pivot
To run from the smoke ya stomach churns livid
The shit I'm explaining even hurts my spirit

In my mind im so fed up
I'm tryna get by an keep my head up
Praying on my life for things to get better
But it don't seem to an I'm so fed up
In my mind im so fed up
I'm tryna get by an keep my head up
Praying on my life for things to get better
But it don't seem to an I'm so fed up

I feel like my hands are tied and I'm slowly roasting
Cuz On this pit my bodies overly poaching
With the pressure I'm in I'm emotionally closed in
I think about my self and I'm totally loathing
Only caring about myself cause I got nobody else
Man f*ck em I can cope with myself
Now I wished they died tying their throat to a belt
It's not fair when life's atrocious as hell
I'm bein real with you that's the way it is
The Only thing I got is music to slay this shit
Cause life is harder then Labour is
I never had a choice to be depraved as a kid
I'm tryna get by an not surrender
Even though my minds blocked in the centre
Knifed from the top an chopped in the blender
F*ck I can't feel the oxygen enter

Cuz In my mind im so fed up
I'm tryna get by an keep my head up
Praying on my life for things to get better
But it don't seem to an I'm so fed up
In my mind im so fed up
I'm tryna get by an keep my head up
Praying on my life for things to get better
But it don't seem to an I'm so fed up

Best believe sometimes I wanna throw my hands up
Cause it's hard bein a soldier tryna stand tough
With the voices in my head makin me anxious
Enough to wanna throw these crazy tantrums
With death on my mind like a stagnant demon
I wish I was killed with a passion
Cause all this living with passions deceiving
When what ya want is clashing competing
Problems take over leaving you nowhere to go
Puttin weight on ya shoulders which is a lot to bare an hold
When ya sleep ya shrivel up cause the air is cold
Cause the world don't give a f*ck when ya share ya throes
But loves ya success it's the horrid truth
If you ain't shit go in the corner with a noose
Hang ya cause status is more important than you
Well f*ck you that's all I should do

In my mind im so fed up
I'm tryna get by an keep my head up
Praying on my life for things to get better
But it don't seem to an I'm so fed up
In my mind im so fed up
I'm tryna get by an keep my head up
Praying on my life for things to get better
But it don't seem to an I'm so fed up