MYZ SAYS - Self Sabotage Lyrics

I have been
Oh I've been around
Long enough to know up from down
Yet here I am, scrolling on and on in bed endlessly
Distracting myself is my specialty

So it seems I've got a problem
It's not that hard to see
But I can't find a way to solve it
Because the problem is me

I've been falling into
Holes
That I dug myself
Yeah, I've got all these
Goals
That just live on a shelf
God, I'm such a success, I'm the best
At creating a mess
And I can't
I can't camouflage
Self-sabotage

Maybe it's in my DNA
Or maybe it's just how I was raised
Either way, I'm afraid that I'm not good enough
Or is it that I'm fully capable?

Obviously I've got a problem
Problem

I've been falling into
Holes
That I dug myself
Yeah, I've got all these
Goals
That just live on a shelf
God, I'm such a success, I'm the best
At creating a mess
And I can't
I can't camouflage
Self-sabotage