n0shon - Disconnected Lyrics

I ain't even gone lie
I feel a little disconnected
I ain't even gone lie
I feel a little disconnected
At first you don't succeed
You dust yourself
And just try again
First you don't succeed
You dust yourself
And just try again
I know I found answers
Too emotional
Look im a cancer
Looking at astrology
How?
Knowing me better
Its this life
As im smoking and s**t
How I graduate with papers
See I write with my mind
Damn
Im on my phone
But im writing wins
Back to the paper
No chasing
Just like we bottled gin
Middle school
Fake shoes
And fake smiles
But why?
Look in the kitchen
See ya mama
See ya mama cryin
That's some s**t
That I just kept in
Keeping to myself beneficial
Like my own s**t?
I pray when I wake
This been a road
But I got fathered
Raised me to a man
With my brother
Ain't see a father
In my path
Always seen as last
Thought I had a point to prove
Fell in love quick with this music
Like what we gotta do
To get to the top now
Seeing what they want now
I roll a few
You bring a few
We scoring like a touchdown
Like wait
Hold Up
Baby let me roll up
Im getting in my zone
We can talk
But when im sober
Its harder im overthinking
(You dust yourself
And just try again)
I ain't even gone lie
I feel a little disconnected
I ain't even gone lie
I feel a little disconnected
At first you don't succeed
You dust yourself
And just try again
First you don't succeed
You dust yourself
And just try again
Took a while
Had to find it
Saying life a movie
But its hard I can't rewind it
Im James Browning for the getback
Respect is what its been bout
But that's been staying in the past
See they do it for clout
See I do it for the evolution
Treat me like a stepson
Or a substitute
But this my music
Please don't get it confused
But I been planning it right
Hitting bricks at 7
So im right through the night
Forreal