N8 - If I Leave Lyrics

Crawling in the dark with no way to put things back
Ready to explode for no reason
I wanna cry but I can't
It's just become too hard

My heart is torn apart
I'm not afraid anymore
I can't feel anything but my pain
It's too late

If I leave this world
Don't be sad
I finally see the light
I hope you can forgive me
I wish you could stay with me
It's just one goodbye

I cannot take it anymore
There is too much in my head
I would leave in a second if I could
But you first have to know
I don't wanna suffer
I don't wanna be hurt everyday
It's not because of you
It's just me, because I'm not OK
I feel like I'm too weak
I feel like I can't get out of that
I wanna cry but don't wanna hurt you
It's just better if I leave in secret

My life is torn apart
I'm not afraid anymore
I can't feel anything but my pain
It's too late

If I leave this world
Don't be sad
I finally see the light
I hope you can forgive me
I wish you could stay with me
It's just one goodbye

If I leave this world
Don't be sad
I finally see the light
I hope you can forgive me
I wish you could stay with me
It's just one goodbye

Now I need to see the light
I wanna be part of the stars
Let me go
I take care of you
Cause that's what you've done for me

I'll leave this world
But don't be sad
I finally see the light
I hope you can forgive me
I wish you could stay with me
It's just one goodbye