Najee Koncept - Suicide Letter Lyrics

They tell me put my life in a song
And leave it
Well this is my suicide letter
Tell me who reads it
Then tell me who grieving
And who keeping it in
The reason
I ask
I'm still seeking peace
In the process still sinking
And somehow still dreaming
But for what though?
My life is pointless
I'm about to off me
And watch the Devil Enjoy it
God prolly got a real kick out of me
Thinking I feel important
Yeah
Look and to Be Honest
Ima wreck
That's prolly why your promise
Shattered me
All I wanted was you to have my back
While I tried to get back to me
But I turn my back and you laugh at me
Me
Cool
All I ever wanted
Was to be accepted by you
Yeah
Now suicide my closest friend
He Be checking on me daily
Making sure I'm focused
And focused on him
He is like you
He noticed when
To point out my lowest
Moments
Of being broken
I guess the difference is?
He listens
And his actions are consistent
So, I'll take it
And embrace death in the face
And shake his hand
Now on a foot race to the makers land

What's the creators plan
Did I fail him by this
Was I strong
Enough to carry it
This harm
I'm bringing to my arms
And wrist
Is hilarious
To you
Right?
Yeah
Well don't miss me when I'm gon
Kuz. That's the mission now
And let my energy live through
Everything that I have written down
Love