Lose Control Video (MV)

I just wanna thank you
Things he put me through
Know I had a lot of that shit comin'
All those good things that sent me runnin'
But I could only blame me
The reason that you hate me
Is that I wanted more than you could give
I guess I just really wanted him

But I tend to want all the things that only bring the bad
I guess the cheatin' and the lyin' I deserved all that
You only gave me all your love and I ruined that
You just drove me mad

I gotta face the music
Before I actually lose it
I really fell for him
And you took the hit
It's a lot of pressure
To get my shit together
That's what happens when you lose control
We gotta face the music
Why did I actually do it
Yeah I went with him
And you took the hit
It was a lot of pressure
But I gotta get my shit together
That's what happens when I lose control

You don't understand me
I just wasn't happy
Yeah I guess that you needed me
But those are not the things that I would see
And i'm not havin' fun now
Cuz he's not around now
You shoulda never trusted me
I'm the last person to believe yeah

Cuz I tend to want all the things that always bring the bad
I guess his cheatin' and his lyin' I deserved all that
You only gave me all your heart and I ruined that
But you just drove me mad

We gotta face the music
Before I actually lose it
I really fell for him
And you took the hit
It's a lot of pressure
To get my shit together
That's what happens when you lose control
We gotta face the music
Why did I actually do it
Yeah I went with him
And you took the hit
It was a lot of pressure
But I gotta get my shit together
That's what happens when I lose control

I'm sorry that I lost control
You don't understand me
You don't understand me
I'm sorry that I lost control