Nate Bello - TOXIC CYCLE Lyrics

Many nights
I cry myself to sleep
Many times
I cut myself to bleed
I blew through the pound that I copped last week
I told the whole house I'm fine and I'm clean
I broke up with my girl to save a career
So don't you waste another tear
Cuz I'm
Faling
In a pit of darkness
I'm stuck
In a toxic cycle
I might reach out
Might seek help
I don't really know
I said I
Might reach out
Might seek help
I don't really know
Whoa
Okay the first time you touched me
I ain't know how to act
I put my all into that
A youngin looking for love
I miss the way that it was
But now that I'm growing up
Swear I can finally see
You took advantage of me
So I'm through
Shops closed
I wont be open anytime soon
She is the reason for the way I be acting
And all of my tattoos be taking me back to
A time when I had you
I shouldn't be dragging you down
Faling
In a pit of darkness
I'm stuck
In a toxic cycle
I might reach out
Might seek help
I don't really know
I said I
Might reach out
Might seek help
I don't really know
Whoa