Makeshift Video (MV)

I got trust issues and paranoia
Here's something that I'll show ya
Respect in the music scene
But didn't keep my circle clean
So much for the dream team
Plotting and schemes
Et tu brute'
It's coming out my shoulder blade
Dipped in some poison
Boiled out the reason
The words cut deeper
Than I ever did imagine
Mind became frozen
Body came stagnant
Couldn't move on
And my mind was spazzing
Self destructive in behavior
I could use a lord and savior
These addictive tendencies
Eating away and chipping at me
All I have left is a hollow shell
Scattered around me are broken vails
What I used to cover up
Is now at my forefront
I'm just one case
And I'm just one guy
I've got my own faith
And I proclaim my hate
Muttering words
That no one's ever heard
I might be absurd
But I feel like I got cured
You act like a deity
To buzz on the news feed
Get one more like
And just maybe you'll wake up now
From this hazy dream
That you're stuck in
Feel me running
Reaching out to someone
Please mean something
How many words can I fit in one line
I don't know
But my tongue is fly
Shame if you can't hear it
If you do you're in the click
Just wait for they rhythm I can actually spit
An A1 performer
Who got left in the corner
Had a cloudy mind
A habitual stoner
Sober means clear
And that means fast
My tongue is fly
And I'm rolling past

My vision got stomped out
Smothered with fake clout
The people that I hung with
Probably hated me
They just wanted me gone
Because they thought that I was wrong
I just wanted a Good Vibe
But all they did was run and hide
From the opportunity that they had
Now they're a basic drinking pad
Simple just one of the masses
Filling up all their glasses
Time to get your drink on
F*ck that you're wrong
That's not culture
You're hysteric
Ain't nothing but a cash grab
Preying on the ignorance
And pushing up a tollerance
Most drunken state in nation
Go pack go I have no patience
For these habits anymore
Watch my life and I will sore
Ten time higher
Four fold bigger
Two pounds pressure
A hair trigger
Snipping out a conscious thought
Moving past creative block
All these tracks now in one year
Give me some time
And soon you'll hear
My message and motives
Soon you will know this
This brand and its meaning
And everything I'm seeing
Just one guy in a lonely world
Who was pissed off by what he was told
I'll say in the kindest of ways
They're controlling your thoughts now all for pay
This money and obsession
Has everybody blessing
And praising the collar
Just like a goddess
I'll try to be modest
But this gets me offset
I try to block it
But then I thought I'll market
Expose it full circle
It'll be my biggest hurtle
It's like eating off my own hand
That will support me in my own brand

Think about that for a moment