Nathan Mladenik - Day 1 Lyrics

Tryna take this L and turn it into a lesson
But sometimes it feels like it's really not a blessing
Yeah sometimes it feels like I should just go back to my sin
Maybe I should just fall down back in my pit
But I know that's a big lie, that's a lie, yeah, satan
I see you there, I ain't scared, I'ma spray scripts
I know you only here just to make me grow
So I dive back into the Bible, yeah, Yeshua, He the remedy
You can't trick me, I got the king, he a friend to me
And if I fall, I know that it wasn't destiny
But that was my own doing, yeah, it's the flesh in me
Then I repent, in Yahwehs Son I got authority
Got Authority, mmm, Son I got authority
Got authority, ayy I repent, in Yahwehs Son I got authority
But I am still falling, whoa, why am I still falling
Why am I still falling
Yeah, and I know that this walk gets lonely
I done lost friends, I thought they was my homies
I know I got the brothers, but it feel like they don't know me
How do I take this pain and turn it into growth, please
I wanna grow up one day and start a family
But I be doubting my dreams every day, yeah, daily
Lord, I just really, really need you to save me
I got an evil heart and every day it drains me
Drive me crazy, man, I hate me, yeah, I hate me
I said I hate me, Lord, please save me
Why do I hate me
Why do I hate myself
Lord, just save me