Nathan Mladenik - Day 2 Lyrics

Let me close my eyes for this and really just vent my soul on it ima vibe for
It one time I'mma come in like
Numb heartbreak with porn, that's my medicine Really feel like I'm just dead or some
Really feel like I'm just dead or some

Medicine, medicine Porn, that's my medicine
I need help, I'm dying in my bed Go to sleep, AM, wake up in the PM
Lately feel like juice, all the vices I need them
Speaking of juice, rest in peace man Don't take drugs but I take inspiration

Don't need hoes either, Jesus calling nations Man I really hope that I can make it
But to be honest, lately I've been faking Looking at girls online that are naked
That's transparency, at least I don't fake it To be honest, I don't even like to do it
But it numbs the pain, I don't have no motivation Man, this life is so confusing

What am I even doing? Where am I even going? My mind is a home I'm trapped in
Got that from NF, yeah it was fire I keep on feeding these evil desires
Every time I drive I end up with flat tires I guess I'ma have to stay tired
I need help, I'm living in my sin I need help, I'm dying in my bed

I need help, here we go, my heart hurts again I guess I'ma just have to numb it
I need help, I'm dying in my bed Really hope that this isn't my end