Nathan Mladenik - Day 3 (feat. Dayveon Porter) Lyrics

I wanna drown in living water, but all I see is sin
How can I have such an evil heart with good intentions And every time I fall then depression becomes
My friend I don't even know what got me here I guess this is my end, yeah, this is my end
Yeah, yeah, this is my end, yeah, depression is my friend, yeah, this is my end, yeah

Yeshua come and save me before I end up dead, woah, end up dead, woah, end up dead, woah
I tried to let it go, it didn't work, so now I'm here
Writing this verse and I know by now my demons should be up in a hearse
But every time I try to make it better, it get worse I don't even know what I'm doing here

On this earth, do I have a purpose or am I cursed? What do I do when it seems like I am stuck
What do I do when I don't even give a? I guess I try to, then I fail, I'm going to hell
But oh well, Jesus come and save me, I really need your help, really, really need your help
I wanna drown in living water but all I see is sin, how

Can I have such an evil heart with good intentions And every time I fall then depression becomes
My friend I don't even know what got me here I guess this is my end, yeah, this is my end
Yeah, yeah, this is my end, yeah, depression is my friend, yeah, this is my end, yeah
Yeshua come and save me before I end up dead, whoa, end up dead, whoa, end up dead, whoa

Yeshua come and save me, I don't wanna end up dead
There's demons tormenting me and they won't get out my head
They said I'm not good enough and I can't be for you
That's why I get on my knees and I pray to call you

I've been dealing with lust and I've been dealing with pain
And they gon' keep attacking me, they come in different types of ways
And I've been dealing with this battle for my whole life
And I keep struggling, I do not know what's going on with me

And I've been feeling weak, and I just want somebody to tell me they miss me
But I keep going back into my old ways, and it won't change
Cause I go through the same thing, same thing
Wanna drown in living water but all I see is sin, How

Can I have such an evil heart with good intentions And every time I fall then depression becomes my
Friend I don't even know what got me here I guess this is my end, yeah, this is my end
Yeah, yeah, this is my end, yeah, depression is my friend, yeah, this is my end, yeah, Yeshua
Come and save me before I end up dead, woah, end up dead, woah, end up dead, woah

How can I live in this world full of sin