Nathanie - I Exist Lyrics

Nothing but scribbled lines
Things I want to stay
Came out too deep
I can't see the bay
Told me to breathe I don't know how to
All I see is blue the only thing I look up to

I'm playing hide and seek with my conscience
I still can't find my purpose
I don't know how to do this
I still can't find my focus

So take me
Take me
I'm floating cause I'm empty
So take me
Take me
I'm floating cause I'm empty

A thousand conversations
I still can't find my remedy
Tryna find a way
Please put me out my misery
When I tell friends
They say I don't need therapy
Say I'm full of myself
I feel nothing but empty

So take me
Take me
I'm floating cause I'm empty
So take me
Take me
I'm floating cause I'm empty

Cause we're all scared of something
Something keeps us running
My fear is that I'm wasting
All the time I'm given

Save me
Save me
I'm sinking and I can't breathe
Save me
Save me
I'm sinking and I can't breathe

Death tastes like nothing but everything at the same time
It tastes like a kaleidoscope of color
But also darkness
It tastes like chocolate
I remember what it was like to be in love
It tastes like wine
I remember the feeling of heartbreak
Death tastes like cinnamon
The days I spent in coffee shops
Death tastes like saltwater against open wounds
Tastes like building sandcastles and swimming out to the sea
Death tastes like giving up and finding hope
Finding love and letting it go
Hugging loved ones and making friends
Death doesn't taste like anything
It's flavor is just a reminder of the goodness of life
It's flavor reminds you of all the things you'll miss