The National Embarrassment - Trying Hard to Be Human Lyrics

Every conversation I try to have
Never really gets me anywhere I want to
I tried to get into their thick heads
But they said I was speaking a lot of nonsense
Every action they show and every word they say
It's very contradicting in every way
If this is how they all want to be
Then I don't want to be represented in any way

Trying hard to be human
What is human anyway?
Trying hard to be human
But they all want me dead

If they all want me dead
For something I've never said
For something I've never done
Then I'll be your guest
Cuz I'm not a human anyway

Tried to love someone with sincerity
But she told me there's no such thing as true romance
She showed me all the reasons to see
And right before our eyes we were standing in hell
It's easy to destroy all the things we see
And a lifetime to find true relief
Even Satan himself never thought of this kind
I don't want to be represented in anyway

Trying hard to be human
What is human anyway?
Trying hard to be human
There's nothing good about them

What is good about human being?
If they shape you up like a dead soul
I don't want to take part on this

No one ever took me very seriously
They shut me off even before I had to think
With all the philosophies that I could show
I guess I just have to burn all the things I wrote
They seem to like an imbecile
With no experience to be in charge and to be praised
All the air that I breathe for all the years
I guess it was never worth the blood that I cried

Trying hard to be human
What is human anyway?
Trying hard to be human
I don't want to live like the rest

When I try to make it easier for them
They eventually turn the other way
They work hard to live the life they want
But when they do it's too late to live

Trying hard to be human
Feeling so uneasy
Trying hard to be human
I think its easier dead
Trying hard to be human

Trying hard to be human
Is this how its suppose to be?