Native Blü - Deadbeat Lyrics

I will let you down time after time
Need to re-establish this life of mine
Sick of this pattern it's like I'm born to lose
Proceed with caution on this path I choose
Never had intended to go this way
Need to change to see another day
Stuck here drowning just to stay afloat
Please help me escape this past I've wrote
They chase after me for what I have done
In pursuit for a web that I have spun
And I assure you this is not an act for fun
Cause for so many years I have been on the run
They ridicule me they shame me
It's not my fault
Deep wounds filled with salt
It's not my fault
And I won't change for anyone
Point your finger elsewhere
I am my own person
This I swear
You can't blame me
You can't make me
This is not how it's supposed to be
You can't beat me
You can't break me
I will show you what it's supposed to be
And I assure you this is not an act for fun
Cause for so many years I have been on the run
They ridicule me they shame me
It's not my fault
Deep wounds filled with salt
It's not my fault
You have left your responsibility
Abandoned your post undeniably
Deadbeat
Deadbeat
Oh god, I've become a deadbeat