Thoughts Video (MV)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Yeah
Living on the edge so much I almost died once (oh yeah)
Everybody for them, what about what I want? (about what I want)
I just got my eyes on this new Mercedes (yeah)
The black woman God, hallelujah baby
I cried myself to sleep, on these matching satin sheets (yeah)
'Cause my money is deceased, (yeah, yeah) but it's way more live than me
Asked my mama do she love me, She said, "Baby, love yourself" (mama do you love?)
Can hear screaming when I'm sleeping, boy these voices something else (do you love?)
I don't know who I can turn to 'cause they done turned too (turned too)
I'm too emo, I'm bipolar, but that don't concern you (don't concern you)
Mind your business dawg Got no feelings dawg, that don't mean that I don't feel it dawg, I admitted it dawg dawg
Just told her I love her don't love her,(love her) I'm afraid to be played as a sucker (don't love her)
But what happens when love's really real? (I love her) That's the moment I know that I f*cked up (don't love her)
That's the moment I know that I love her
That's the moment her eyes turn to puddles
Shot intruder, didn't know that's her brother, That's the moment I couldn't trust another
Like son I'm on my own, (on my own) but ain't no sonning me
Got it on my own, ain't no funding me
Antisocial like ain't no fun in me
Fun only seeing you won't compete
Your spirit dead don't want the beef (don't want the beef) and even then it's on with me got an appetite that you won't believe
Yeah
I'm smoking on an opp pack when I'm filling the blunt
Ain't did it in months, I've been on the run, I hid the trunk
My city too calm in NY I'm Diddy da don, in Florida Yosemite son my man give me the gun and tell me, "Get him, he done." (done)
Tribulations ain't limited me once (yeah)
I'd rather die Outkast than live in fear in a bunch
I told my pops he dead to me if I'm considered his son
Now he really rest in peace I guess I spoke that to come (yeah)
But I can't hold back my tongue (yeah)
I speak life so I live
Love to get so I give
Know I'm wrong for that shit, hope you forgive what I did (hope you forgive what I did)
I just hope that I'm clear, (yeah) so you know I'm sincere (yeah) as I hold back the tears
Yeah living on the edge so much, almost died once (died)
Everybody for them, what about what I want (everybody)
I just got my eyes on this new Mercedes (lonely)
The black woman God, (lonely) hallelujah baby (lonely) Yeah
Living on the edge so much, almost died once (so lonely)
Everybody for them, what about what I want?(so lonely)
I just got my eyes on this new Mercedes (eyes)
The black woman God, hallelujah baby
Praise the Lord, (Lord) show me gratitude
You left before, (left before) can't be mad at you (can't be, I can't be)
Can't be no draw, somebody have to lose
Can't be no more, guess I do magic too Yeah
(So lonely, so long)
(So lonely, hold on)
(So lonely, so long)
(So lonely, so long)